pd(:
despite all the late nights, i think i'll always be able to thank God for one thing - the night air. hm. i think the smell of the air changes at around 12,1230? cause that's when i start noticing the difference. anyhoo, it makes me wanna continue studying so i guess its kinda awesome having a small incentive to continue studying into the strange hours of the morning (:and guess what? yesterday it smelled like christmas! (: yep, it SMELLED like. it really did. come to think of it, i think it might the climate changes' fault (basically our fault).. so the smell of christmas came earlier as with flowers' blooming earlier, birds migrating earlier and what not. HAHA. it was a much needed distraction anyway.. since i didn't get to go to school ): christmas (: oh yes, happy halloween in advance(: its sooooo unfair cause my friend's neighbourhood (in singapore) is celebrating halloween. coostumes, trickle treating, lights, decorations and the whole she bang. she invited us to go.. but she lives in east coast. -.- darn it.
thursday was really really fun (: the parents support group treated the whole school to ice cream! HAHA. they've been providing the students with dinner too(: kinda cool! and for everything else that happened that day.. i hope it happens again (: HEE
Lord, please help me not to give up.
ooooooooooooh my. freak freak freak. let me start on something light hearted first. patrick dempsey was in madrid promoting some new subaru car. tadaaa!
but then pd goes and do something weirddddd! he goes and watch a real madrid soccer match /: here's his photo with the real madrid goalkeeper. 
i was thinking like.. i've been stalking this dude for 6 years already and he only mentions in interviews cars, cycling and the occasional juggling. BUT SOCCER? that's a first. but anyway, that's not the disappointing thing. the disappointing thing is that beckham was in real madrid only THAT many years ago. sobs. sobs. sobs. here's my point: can you imagine patrick dempsey taking a picture with david beckham. like instead of casillas, it was beckham. AHHH.CAN YOU IMAGINE? it would be my wallpaper forever.FOREVER. sobs. sobs. sobs. alright. i'll throw that to the back of my mind first.. because i've been thinking of crazier things. scary things. there has been so many natural disasters recently.. and yesterday i did the whole reflective thing again because i happened to be watching various news reports about the disasters - landslides, tsunamis, typhoons, earthquakes. 2 things struck me most deeply: 1. have you said thank you and how much you love them to the people around you yet? (i wanted to say it to my whole family today.. but then i was afraid that if i did it through sms they might think i was going to commit suicide /: ) hai. excuses. 2. is God bringing judgement upon His people? i was talking to someone i know in The Phillippines just a few days ago. and she asked me to pray for them. she also said something along the lines of judgement of His people. and i was thinking.. if its that.. why hasn't Singapore got hit yet? really. why? i'm not asking for natural disasters or God's judgement to fall upon us now.. but why them. not us?
prelim ended on tuesday. it really passed so quickly with all the breaks in between that we had. im really glad its over and i know i've got loads to thank God for..my family (they suffered the most /: ), friends, and teachers (:
this week was good and bad.
actually only tuesday was great, mostly because i was really happy (:
it was also good because consults were really effective, PE was really really fun and (goodness, i love my class (: ) cause my crazy friends were really crazy.
for the rest of the time i was in school, i wished i wasn't there but i'd rather be at home catching up on some sleep.
oh, i did this psychometric assessment thing at the beginning of this year.. the personality test came back. HAHA. guess what? to highlight the main point: i'm a socially inept loner. /: there were good stuff i guess. but lol.. (: